Posted at 12:00 AM 0 comments (+) dearest aidil sufiyan , i know we have our ups and downs . its isn't easy for me to make this decision . but i've been suffering alot just to make this relationship better . but what i did wasn't good enough for you . i'm not your perfect girlfriend you wish to have . i don listen to you . i hate arguing with you . which i can't even win . i'm sorry i'm leaving you . i know you want your freedom which i don't give while with me . hope you're okay . ill be there if you need me .