Posted at 2:58 AM 0 comments (+) I wasn't expecting this . But yes ! It happened . How should I put it ? My worst nightmare ? Oh yes . Guess what ? Ahh dowan talk about this . Shit ! I'm stressed ! But why must he come to this decision ? ? (&*^&%^%# Why now ? ? After a year we had gone through together . Didn't he spare a thought for me ? ? My feelings ? ? How heartless can he be ? ? Please lah boy , if that's your reason , I think you're being unreasonable . i'll move on . I will . I guess ? ? But how ? I'll miss you . For now or long term perhaps . But I'm strong . Right ? I hope . Is this really what you want ? ? Please think it over . But everything is over I assumed . You and your ego sucks big time for now . Problems , stressed , everyone gone through this . But why must you affect our relationship . The big thing is our relationship . Everything about me and you..How can I forget everything ? ? Just like that ? ? FCUK !

currently at jia's house . lazy to go home . btw happy 11th birthday to muhammad arsyad firdaus !