Posted at 12:51 AM 0 comments (+) its really hard for me , to change my mindset telling that i'm not with him anymore . eventhough he still wants us to contact . but i just thought , what for i still want to contact him ? doesn't mean i will be back with him . i dreamt yesterday , i damn his whole family . he was the only one invisible to me , eventhough he's infront of me . when i'm alone , i just start thinking about him . i know its not worth it . i have to move on . yes , i agree that life isn't perfect . for soon or later i will be happy living with my family and my close friends . jia , huda , faisal , mai & the others . well jia was the first to know . jia , thanks for being there for me until 9 plus am and the comfort . i know something don change .