mood : confuse

i know its long seen i update . i forgot to tell . i got a job . hee . so been bz working lately . tuesday , wednesday , thrusday and friday , i've been working for 6 hours a day . from 4 to 10 pm . tomorrow , i'll be working from 3 to 10 pm . hee .

so this days , been tiring & stressful . tired of working . stress because of ayie . haiz . no one know about it . except for me and him . i don wish to share maybe it end up making me cry . haiz .

FCUK ! i seriously don noe what to do . i want to be happy like i use to . but %^$#$@#$

if my mood is happy , i guess i will be updating much longer than this . just wait . :)