Posted at 4:28 PM 0 comments (+)
and yes . on saturday 160213 my cousin get married . congratulation . oh so happy but still shocked . can't believed that its actually happening . she's only going 21 . easy said one year older than me . but should understand her situation . she's family is different from mine due to you know what .

and so as for few days back , me and nazri isn't in good term . we fought every night . i can't understand why . my mood just go haywire . i know i never like this with my menses or not . this emotions just really control my feelings towards him . those words will just spit out if i can't control it . i will regret my life for letting a guy like him go just like that . he have understand my feelings for so long and i think its my turn to understand his . since nowadays he get mad easily . for now . note to self : i'm putting my expectation low . pirotize his needs before mine . maybe that will work . i want this to last . maybe like how my cousin can be with him for almost a year and get married . i want that .

i might have high dreams . i know i have limited time to fulfill my dreams .or i can't do this on my own . i realised i'm scared to be alone . i can't make my own choices . i have no confident . i know i'm adult .

as for this minute . time check : 0427
i'm at work . still surviving .