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hey i'm back . atleast it isn't as bad

well i actually forgot what actually happened for the last few days . i think i was too excited for the batam trip i supposed . went batam right after my morning shift . its quite a hectic shift i should say . i was quite quilty that i went off early to catch my ferry . but i actually have alot of time left . cheat my feeling sia for not going lunch to go off early . if i hungry , i cranky .

so what actually happened , reached sekupang . met azzeed and off to shopping centre . booked for massage for the next day . i sure eat alot in a day . the feeling without wifi for 2 days was torturing , but i survived . only depending on my camera to capture the moments . batam wasn't a place to shop unless you need to shop for i don't know , old people stuff . okay i'm bad . the view from azzeed's house was breathtaking . so peaceful and calm . but the time just too slow . who wake up at 830am sg on a sunday . omg  unbelievable . the second day , survey go cart , damn expensive . we ended up doing flying fox . then to massage and ear candling . it was so nice that i fell asleep .

without doubt , i enjoyed my time there . eventhough its a short getaway . i actually need it .

met jia was what i need . she knows most of my friends . thats how i can tell her everything , literally everything . been so long i have this heart to heart talk with someone . and knowing that someone will listen to it . yeah i miss how close we were but , everytime we meet is always the best thing . like what people say your true friends is not meeting them everyday , its when you guys meet and you still can talk about everything you missed without feeling awkward .

i realised , i'm much more independent right now . not depending on anyone like i used to before . thats one mistake i don't want to repeat . that's the reason i am not ready to commit in relationship .

going to sleep soon .
goodnight
XOXO