Posted at 4:00 AM 0 comments (+) hi , well my last post was 1st of april . been quite some time . as for the month of may , my babygirl changed her status to married . am so very happy for her . she's living her life , i so jealous . haha . i want to meet her so badly .

as for myself , been sending my resume to yeah . haha . only one replied and interview this 23 of may . and it will determine my future . idk whether i should be nervous , calm or what . mixed feeling , mixed feeling . i'm so bad at starting a conversation . i really hope it goes smoothly . thats all that i have ever wanted since i'm a little girl .

i've always wanted to travel the world alone . be away from people , and to know myself better . maybe thats one of my bucketlist .

my relationship ? idk how should i start . first of all i've never thought its this fast since we're going to be a year next month . sometimes i'm asking myself , why am i still sticking around ? is he the one ? is he serious ? i just need assurance every now and then because truthfully i don't want to waste my time . i can't stand someone ego is as high . if you want to make things right , lower your ego .

honestly i'm a human , i have a heart , i have feelings . i will get mad , i will be sensitive . its not because of how i look , because i'm wearing hijab i can't get mad . if thats how to describe me because i'm wearing hijab , idk what else to say .

i don't like to share my problems , i don't want people to think i'm weak .

all i'm doing now its follow the flow . whatever future gonna hit me , i'll accept it .

doing my third night now , last night later .
goodnight lovelies
i'll update soon
XOXO