Posted at 5:20 AM 0 comments (+) yeap its 5 am . and its a wrong move when i have to scroll through my ig . a very very wrong move . idk if i should be emotional or even depressed when seeing my ex got engaged . i know it have been a year plus now . fine i'm happy for him , he finally decides to settle down . it keeps me thinking when will it be my turn . ever he thought of settling down yet ? argh i hate this feeling . can this question be answered already .

seeing my friends travelling with their love ones and having the time of their life . i want to feel that too . i want to feel happy too . ya ya marriage isn't the only reason you can be happy .

shit i shouldn't be thinking about all of this .

i need september to be here already . i can't wait for my solo trip . 3 more months , come on .

for now i need to get a new phone . before i keep getting pissed off with the condition of my phone .

wow my head starting to ache so bad . i think too much already . get over it diana . the time will come . but just one request can people stop asking . if i can marry myself i would okay . i don't have to wait for anyone to be ready for commitments .

currently listening to pitch perfect soundtrack .

i need to tuck in really soon .
goodnight
XOXO