Posted at 3:56 AM 0 comments (+) i don't know if its my menses taking over my feelings or i generally feeling sad . if whatever i do is gonna make me this weak by putting others first . i'm done doing that . getting shouted at , getting misunderstood . i no longer want to feel this way .if losing something i love can stop me from feeling this way . then i'm letting  go .

i want to be stronger , but less tempered . i want to be appreciated , then being ignored . i want to be love like how much i will love them . i want to be happy like i was before .

everything changed , people change and thoughts change . promises made and forgotten .

nothing actually gonna be the same in few months down the road when you don't feel like it ever exists . feelings fade , memories stays . truthfully , i don't know who i can turn to when i need advice when i need comfort . because everyone have their own problem to think of .

as for now i'm giving myself some time to think it through .

goodnight
and year its the first day of raya . SELAMAT HARI RAYA .