Posted at 12:47 AM 0 comments (+)
hi , i don't wish to be as formal or as happy as i sound before because i'm not in the right mind or mood to even start with .

lets us skip to my holiday before i explain further how i feel .

hong kong was good . its actually an expensive country though . spent so much on food .  its easy to walk around . MTR which will bring you to anywhere . it was nice that we fulfill all the attractions there . from disneyland ,the peak , avenue of stars , ocean park . pictures uploaded in fb but unfortunately i deactivate it .  well still thinking of my next trip this nov . its definitely a solo trip .

 i know its wrong to tell people what bad things people done to us . but if you're feeling like shit and the other party just thinking of themselves then it fine . yes my previous post i was so happy because things were back to normal and such .

its isn't my fault but why am i the one who feel like this ?
why am i the only one to sacrifice ?
stop saying about ego if you don't even realised your ego lingers around you ?

i'm to that extend of giving up , since you want space . then take it . after what we've been through and that how easy you say it . crying over this don't make things any better , yes i know . but i need  my feelings to be heard . its about time for you to think of settle down , but if you need time ttell me nicely . you make it like you're in this relationship because you were force to be . if thats the case then let go . no point staying .

i'm in this relationship because i want to be committed and i want this to be my last relationship . date to marry . yes that my goal . i'm done wasting time , putting all the effort and get to know its pointless .

i think i need to go out to find some peace . sitting at home don't help .
goodnight .