Posted at 1:45 AM 0 comments (+) i'm feeling helpless , hopeless . i have no idea what else to do . i have no one to turn to . the one who always with me have her own life to go through . i don't blame her , i hope she's happy with what she have now . her life is complete . awaiting for a child of their own . wow how i wish thats happening to me . but dream longer diana .

if only travelling is free , you'll never see me again .

the reason why i'm always looking forward for my leave because i want to be free , i want to be happy learning about other culture , knowing their life like . i love all that . i love beautiful scenery from all over the world . but a must place i want to visit is new zealand . yes !!

all i can do now is let everything to HIM . i'll accept whatever is given to me

i want to get myself food , so i can sleep it off .

goodnight