Posted at 9:00 PM 0 comments (+) its about time i should start blogging . well things definitely doesn't go my way . i should start looking out for myself . looking out for my fragile heart . i don't think it can take anymore hurt . things was fine all along until today . i really don't know what i did . i don't think i even have ego anymore . i want things to go as smooth so i let go of my ego . if i have a choice can i rewind back time ? can i stop the past me thinking about settling down . because i don't think i'm ready for that now . yes the feeling is unexplained but when my feeling being ignored and unappreciated . i don't think i want this anymore . i don't someone doing it because they was force to .

i will change things from now on . i will take really good care of myself . i should get back up as an even more stronger lady then before . i will makesure my heart is not neglected .

as for now , i will start planning where i'm going next week . a place it'll be fine going alone and to find myself .

worst part is all the songs planning in my mind;
brave//sara bareilles
mean//taylor swift