hello my dead blog . looks like i only update twice last year .

 its 110 am now and its 2021 . like well no one knows what blogging anymore . they have tiktoks now . 

i'm currently on my maternity leave which will end on 3rd of august . i don't know to be happy of going to work or not . one thing we are parents of two now . i just worried how naz will be dealing with sending our two kids when i have morning shifts . well we need to make it work some point or another . hopefully my shift isn't so bad . and i gonna have nights . how do he deal with that ? concern mom here . 

from my previous post , i said naz starting work in bb , well now he's working with a new company from japan . his workplace is at MBS . he's in his next module for his part time diploma . his school timing is wayyyy worst then before because his class ends at 10pm . WHATTTT . by the time he reach home his kids are fast asleep . now bedtime for uwais is before 10 . maybe when i start work will be earlier . 

i will update about my second in another post . 

update on uwais , he's turning 3 this year . from his previous parent teacher , they say uwais is a playful boy . he can't sit still , he like showing off his iron man , spiderman move to his friends . from his malay teacher , is to advised him to speak a full sentence in malay . haha sorry teacher that will be very hard . because my malay cannot make it . 

yes i get frustrated sometimes when he don't listen . due to his lack of sleep or tired . i think i saw an article saying when the mothers energy is good , he's kid can feel it . its actually true . i try to change my ways when talking to him , he listen . but after countless times . patience is key . 

currently my dearest mom is warded in the hospital , rode by the ambulance yesterday night . visiting her after sending the kids to school later .