this post is for my second . introducing my baby girl .

UMAIRA FARISHA , born on 16 april 2021 0442am

during my pregnancy she's one active baby . i always on my feet at work . eventhough my colleague insisted that i sit . but nooooo she won't let me . haha 

my last check up was my 40 weeks on 15 april . was at clinic G the whole day with naz . when the time come , the doctor insisted of LOA(induce) because my waterbag lessen by a litte . so we had lunch and when to delivery suite for the procedure . since theres no space we have to wait for a vacancy in ward 48 . at 3pm started the first pill . to be in bed for 2 hours with monitoring . end at 5 pm . nurse told me at 11 pm i'll be wheelchair down to delivery suite . at that point my contraction was atleast 5 mins apart . oh did i tell you that my cervix was 3 cm when they started the induce , but i don't feel a thing . when we reached delivery suite , they put another pill since my cervix didn't open much . waited for another 2 hours . when they about to push me up,  i feel it the contraction from every 2 mins to per minute . but its still bearable . reached the ward at 2 plus am . i texted naz saying that its too much . i can't take it . i press the call bell and ask for epidural . she push me down to delivery suite again . and waited . at that point , i try my best to control the pain . oh when the dr about to inject the lidocaine , naz was saying to me " b asl ah i boleh rase die inject you , kepale i berat ah . " and he fell . i don't know how to react . i don't blame him because we've been awake the whole night . and he's merely tired . the midwife press the bell and says "husband fainted" the nurses help him up and advised him to go a&e for precaution . but he want to wait until i deliver . at that moment i was still in pain and the epidural wasn't working . i still feel it on my right side . the midwife gave another stat but still not working . the dr asking me to turn to my right , but no i'm not gonna move . from suggesting that i can rest for an hour to 10 minutes because its unbearable .when i say how do i rest when i still feel the pain , the midwife prepared the things for my delivery and say when you feel the contraction just push . i give 3 good push and she's out . at some point i was at the verge of giving up because i was too tired . but to think of c sect , its a no go . i only have a little stiches but theres no cut . we have a good rest in the delivery suite before we went up to the ward . and just continue sleeping all day . since its my second the pain wasn't bad at all . 

umaira is one happy baby . who love to smile and i'm jealous of her long eyelashes . she's gonna be one pretty girl . turning 3 months on 16 july . yeap shes been in school since 1st july . i know its early , yes i want to spent time with her , but i'm also preparing her when i starting work . get her immune up since i'm still on leave . as of now she's still breastfeeding and i hope for another months or year . umaira have one protective brother . i'm so glad uwais love his sister . 

alhamdullillah . thank you ALLAH for this amanah .