this post will be the update of my mums recovery . i can't lie i was sad and devastated looking at the condition of my mom when i see her on my birthday . i was really hoping that she open her eyes . but she was really tired . what make me sad was we can't be by her side , to talk to her , to held her hand . but as days past she's recovering very well . 

she's no longer on dialysis . ng tube for food intake , oxygen off . isolation is off . that means we can talk and hold her . downside only same 2 visitor per visit . 

hoping she will be in general ward so we can meet her . 

i miss my mum , been taking things lightly . i will spent time with her when i can . since i'm starting work august . haha my dad think i wasn't serious about my mum . he don't know i've poured my heart out to people to contain myself , to be strong and acceptance of the situation . 

all is well .alhamdullillah she's better and thank you ALLAH .